Dear Me;
Do you remember when you used to cry yourself to sleep...asking when the pain will end? Do you still remember the bruises that you used to hide from your friends because you dont want them to know that you were beaten...Do you still remember how you always tried your best to hide your feelings...by how you will always scowl..frown...shout and act brave...when inside you...you are afraid....Do you still remember how loud your laughter was..how you always tried your best to clown around..be funny in front of others while inside yourself you are crying..How you always go all the way to be a bully but the truth is you are battered..The truth is you are longing for a friend...for love that you never seem to receive....
Do you still remember that day when you were warily looking for someone to love...when you always shied away at a mention of commitment..how scared you are of going through that pain all over again...how frightened you are of being left alone...yet you were afraid of taking your chances...
How far away those days were right now...
I can see a different glow in your eyes...I can see a confident smile in your lips...You have a radiant glow that is not just skin deep...I can see that you are now willing to take your steps forward..with someone that you love and loves you back...
I can see now that you look forward to the future..with hope in your eyes, a smile on your lips and love in your heart...
I would like to Congratulate you for the courage to put it all behind...all the bad memories...all the fears and heartaches...
Always be reminded to hold on to that faith within you...You are lucky to have someone to share life with so spend every waking moment of your lives together with love and affection....
Stay happy.
Love,Myself
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